Angel's Herald: July 2007

I Smell Curry

Posted by: Angelicum on Monday, July 30, 2007
How I love to occasionally stain my lips with curry, that yellow sauce filled with powerful taste you don't exactly get everyday. But for me, experiencing 10-days of curry-full meals on my previous trip isn't exactly pleasant. It just starts to turn your stomach's inside out.

But I sure loved the ones I ate in Sanfo last year, cheap but great, 2 corners away from Union Square.

So what I exactly am pointing about? Curry is kicking ass because as a typical Filipino household, we probably get to taste them twice or thrice a month, eat them for long and it makes you feel sick.

How To Pick Up A Pen, Something Ignoble Within The UN

Posted by: Angelicum on Monday, July 23, 2007
For the past two weeks, this particular controversy is spreading faster than Ludy's Peanut Butter on my sandwich. The title used for this entry was pulled from two articles by Robert Garcia and Susan Ople. I never thought that this issue will make it outside of the UN Office in RCBC.

If I am to imagine Nileema answer the question "How to pick up the pen from the floor?" I would expect her to say that if she accidentally dropped it, she would pick it herself, because as a woman with high position within the UN System, she sure knows that women can do what men can, after all she's chairing (if I'm not mistaken) the UN Gender Mainstreaming Committee. And perhaps picking up a pen is nothing compared with carrying construction materials. However, being a perfect gentleman is never an insult, so if the nearest man picked it up for her with smile, not a big deal right? For Nileema, no.

Please read on these two articles.

How to pick up a pen from the floor
By Susan Ople for Panorama (and Susan Ople Blog)

Blogger’s Note: My apologies for not posting my Panorama Mag columns as consistently as before. Anyway, below is a column which appeared in last Sunday’s magazine as well as in Tempo. Judging from the number of e-mails I got, it seems this particular column sparked quite a discussion within the UN system here in Manila.More updates on this controversial topic very soon.

How does one pick up a pen that he or she accidentally drops to the floor? If it’s a woman, more often the man nearest to the pen picks it up and hands it over to its owner with a smile. If it’s a man, he just bends a bit or stoops (depending on his height) to pick it up. No big deal, right?

Apparently, not in the United Nations Resident Coordinator’s Office, if letters and complaints from aggrieved staff are to be believed. It seems the head of this office, a woman named Nileema Noble dropped her pen. A male staff who happened to be in the room when this happened was about to pick the pen from the floor. The lady boss motioned him to stop and proceeded to call out her secretary’s name. The secretary, who was seated in her desk outside the boss’ office, went in. She meekly picked up the pen from the floor and handed it to her boss. And this, my friends, is one particular example of how a UN official based in the Philippines prefers to pick up her pen.

I write this piece with malice towards none, but with a firm belief that all people – regardless of nationality – must treat people with respect. This is the foundation of decent work. Aware that the official being complained about has her rights, too, I promise her an equal right to rebut the information volunteered by her staff, through this column.

But first, here are the points raised by a group of Filipino staff members who recently sought the help of the Blas Ople Policy Center so that they could ventilate their grievances:

1. The head of the UNRC, without minimum courtesies as expected in any other organization, unceremoniously terminated two UN Staff, one, an assistant resident representative for operations, and the other, a UN coordination specialist. They were given only a few hours to leave the UN premises after they were sacked. Adding insult to injury, they were told that if they keep silent and don’t contest her decision to pre-terminate their contracts, they can have other opportunities to work within the UN system. However, if they talk, she will make sure they never get to work for the UN again.

2. The unpopularity of the UNRC head is reflected in the UNDP’s Global Staff Survey where she came out last among the UNDP resident representatives in terms of approval rating. She scored 43%, a much lower score than the global average of 60%. Majority of UN resident representatives in Manila received 90%+ in approval ratings.

3. UNRC personnel continue to be traumatized in her presence. For example, she would throw documents on the floor when she was angry and then order her secretary to pick them up for her. She would also go into a flying rage whenever someone argues or tries to correct her. On another occasion, she literally shook another staff that dared proffer an explanation during one of Mrs. Noble’s foul moods.

4. This dynamic has spilled over to implementation of various government-UN projects with the disbandment of project management staff offices to help bridge these projects. Several government implementing agencies were surprised to learn about the UNRC’s unilateral decision to change implementing partners without due process, disband project management offices even at the risk of affecting results and imposing new program realities despite earlier agreements reached with stakeholders.

These are just some of the complaints raised by a group of staffmembers who came to see me a few days before my column deadline. One of them, former coordination specialist, Robert Francis Garcia, said he has written the Department of Foreign Affairs, the UN Ombudsman and the rest of the UN Country Team members and the UNDP Headquarters in New York. He also gave me a copy of his letter.

In it, he wrote: “The Coordination Specialist position was designed to assist the UN Resident Coordinator (UNRC or simply RC, officially the highest-ranking UN position in a country) in harmonizing work among various UN agencies. The post as vacated successively by two other people (the first one, temporarily). I won’t hazard a reason for their premature departure, though it is particularly telling that people under Nileema’s watch are leaving in droves. More than 20 people have left the UNDP since she came, and counting. I also cannot speak in their behalf, but I can speak from my own experience.”

“Tolerance and understanding are basic human values. They are essential for international civil servants, who must respect all persons equally, without any distinction whatsoever. This respect fosters a climate and a working environment sensitive to the needs of all. To achieve this in a multicultural setting calls for a positive affirmation going well beyond passive acceptance.” [Article 6 of the Standards of Conduct for the International Civil Service, The United Nations Ombudsman’s Office.]”

“There was never an instance when she did not raise her voice. The surreal “meeting” (when he learned he was being sacked) on May 4 was not unusual – it was a daily occurrence with Nileema.”

I am convinced that the staff members who came to see me are telling the truth. I hope that the United Nations look into their complaints. The Department of Foreign Affairs could also help by calling the attention of the UNRC on how our nationals should be treated. We talk about protection for Overseas Filipino Workers. Here at home, we must be just as passionate in protecting the rights of our own workers.

Sometimes a simple gesture speaks volumes about the humanity of a person. So tell me, how do you pick up your pen from the floor?

The Seperatist: Is the UN that Noble?
By Robert Garcia. Published by PN Abinales for Mindanews

KYOTO, Japan (MindaNews/7 Jul) -- Those of us who think that the UN is one of the best hopes for countering the growing militarism in our politics better read this statement of Bobby Garcia. Garcia, author of the painful book To Suffer thy Comrades (which is an account of torture and killing by communists of fellow communists), was forced to resign from his post as coordination specialist of the UN in Manila. His boss, a nasty person named Nileema Noble fired him without cause, and out of spite. Here, readers, is his story, which made me realize how, in certain areas, Gloria Arroyo and the UN are actually the same.

Something Ignoble within the UN

I write this piece with the standing belief that internal democracy and freedom of expression are still practiced and honored within the United Nations system. That belief may have been shaken some with my recent work experience at the office of the UN Resident Coordinator in the Philippines, but I nevertheless remain confident that a small but deeply flawed component does not represent the whole. I also trust that a progressive institution such as the UN has the capacity and tools to self-repair… I have been with the UNRC Office for four months, having been invited to apply (and chosen) for the temporary post of Coordination Specialist for nine (9) months from December 2006 to September 2007. Since then I've been clocking in 12-15 work hours everyday, given the extraneous load of the RC office.

On 4 May 2007 at 1:00 p.m. , I was called to a meeting by my boss, Ms. Nileema Noble (UN Resident Coordinator and UNDP Resident Representative). Two other UNDP officers were also called in: Mr. Kyo Naka, UNDP Deputy Representative, and Ms. Ethel Capuno, UNDP Procurement Officer. After having seated, Nileema got straight to the point and said that they were already terminating my contract that same day. (I was to be paid half a month after the termination date in lieu of the 15-day notice as provided in the contract).

"Can I ask for the reason why?" I queried, matter-of-factly. "You know that we are not required to give you a reason," replied Nileema. "Your Special Service Agreement (SSA) contract allows either party to unilaterally terminate it at any point within the duration." She then stated that she was not satisfied with my performance, and that there is a mismatch between the skills I possess and those that are demanded by my work.

"I would like to contest that," I answered. "I am not questioning your move to unilaterally terminate my contract, as that is your prerogative, but I do not agree with the arbitrary appraisal of my performance. I am not perfect, and I'm sure I have had lapses in my work like anyone else, but I have so far delivered the tasks expected of me." I went on to enumerate the accomplished assignments thus far: the clockwork regularity of the UN Country Team (UNCT) meetings, the series of Delivering as One briefings, the UNCT Retreat, the mission of Prof. Philip Alston (UN Special Rapporteur on Extrajudicial, Summary or Arbitrary Executions), and so forth. In all this I was able to harness the collective strength of the UNRC office team, ensuring that tasks were properly delegated while taking on direct, hands-on work myself. I have indeed received positive feedback from UNCT members and other UN colleagues.

"The UNCT members have negative comments against you," Nileema retorted, "but I don't want to divulge them here. Also, you may of course contest this decision but that is up to you, and there are consequences. As it is now, you can leave with a record of good standing in the UN, because we are not declaring any reason for the contract's termination. But if you contest, then we will do that. Furthermore, another reason is that there are confidential RC Office documents that somehow reached other people." I gave her a bewildered look, thus she continued: "I'm not saying you yourself leaked them. But it is the RC office's responsibility to safeguard these documents."

I asked what exactly these documents were, for I was clueless, but again she refused to say. I was thus left unable to clarify whatever it was or even defend myself against accusations.

I was then asked to sign the letter of termination, stating that the Coordination Specialist function I was performing was no longer required. I said I do not want to sign any document, asking for some time to consider these things.

"No!" she blurted. "You cannot confer with anyone!" I found that incomprehensible. Since when did the "freedom to consult" been banned in a higher institution such as the UN? But I simply said I don't intend to "confer" with other people about this. I just needed a few hours to mull things over. "You don't have that option."

"So what will you do if I refuse to sign this document? Bodily carry me out of the UN premises?" I was beginning to boil then. It was then Ethel's turn to intervene, trying to be diplomatic. "No, we don't do that naman at the UN. All we ask is that you simply 'acknowledge receipt' of this notice." Nileema stated further that, whether I sign it or not, the termination will be effective anyway.

So I silently sat there for a number of minutes, weighing things, looking each of them in the eye, finding it strange that within the UN such disregard for due process and humane conduct continue unhampered. I considered defying it, but realized in the same instance that I wouldn't want to stay a minute longer in such an oppressive work environment. In all of my years as a professional, it was only at the UNRC Office where I felt I was living a nightmare existence. I've been dragging my feet to work every single day. Thus I wrote "notice received" in the one-page document, signed it, and quickly packed my stuff. I wasn't able do a proper handover because my email was immediately cut that very afternoon.

Taking the Fall

Soon as I left, I contemplated the reasons for the early termination of my contract. "Mismatch of my skills with those demanded of the job," she said. Perhaps there is some of that element. I was once described by Nileema as an "academic" type, but what was required of us was to attend to the voluminous, assembly line-like routine of the RC office and perform simultaneous tasks. Hardly anyone, however, can keep up with this. The "work-life balance" bandied about was an illusion. As one UN official told me: "I'm in your mailing list, and I can't imagine how you can perform all those demanding assignments. I saw the ones before you leave one after the other. The system, clearly, is designed to fail." While I am confident that my extraneous efforts delivered the goods, amid the difficulties and aggravations that multiplied the burden, I grant that the boss has the prerogative to declare otherwise.

The other reason was the so-called "leaked document," of which I remain uninformed, thus the best I can do is speculate. It maybe something related to human rights, or MDGs, or whatever themes we worked on. Hundreds of documents fly around and from the UN everyday, though I can assert that I have not sent any document to anyone with malice and without authorization or protocol. Still, Nileema can claim any single one of them has "fallen into the wrong hands" and I would be in no position to question that.

What I object to is the arbitrariness and utter disregard for proper procedure, and more importantly the abhorrent behavior one would not expect from a civilized human being, much less from a UN diplomat.

A Dreadful Work Environment

The Coordination Specialist position was designed to assist the UN Resident Coordinator (UNRC or simply RC, officially the highest-ranking UN position in a country) in harmonizing work among various UN agencies. The post was vacated successively by two other people (the first one, temporarily). I won't hazard a reason for their premature departure, though it is particularly telling that people under Nileema's watch are leaving in droves. More than 20 people have left the UNDP since she came, and counting. I also cannot speak in their behalf, but I can speak from my own experience.

"Tolerance and understanding are basic human values. They are essential for international civil servants, who must respect all persons equally, without any distinction whatsoever. This respect fosters a climate and a working environment sensitive to the needs of all. To achieve this in a multicultural setting calls for a positive affirmation going well beyond passive acceptance." (Underscoring supplied) [ Article 6 of the Standards of Conduct for the International Civil Service, The United Nation's Ombudsman's Office.]

The present RC is some kind of an enigma. I have never seen such kind of leadership conduct before. It is the kind of behavior one can associate with a jail warden (from whom it is not acceptable as well). There is no normal conversation with her, at least so far as I have observed in her interaction with all the staff. (Equal or higher-ranking officials are a different matter – she deals with them casually or with reverence).

There was never an instance when she did not raise her voice. The surreal "meeting" we had on May 4 that I just narrated was not unusual – it was a daily occurrence with Nileema.

A senior UN official, from whom we sought advice a few months earlier, suggested that the problem might have something to do with "cultural differences." I considered that notion, and caught myself thinking that, if at all, the cultural dimension here takes the form of an anachronistic social construct called the "caste system," which bases the treatment of human beings based on their position in the pecking order... What apparently matters to Nileema is a person's place in the human artifice called "hierarchy."

As such, Nileema somehow antagonizes most everyone she meets, as most of us are "subordinates" anyway. Her behavior towards people seemingly comes with a personal sense of entitlement; that her high UN position gives her the Brahman license to treat people in such abysmal manner.

In all four months with the office I forced myself to hang on, I resolved to try and "survive" it and find ways to somehow solve the unbearable situation we were all in. I saw an opportunity to constructively address it at our UNRC Office retreat, where presumably we can air out grievances. I told Nileema in the most reasonable manner that there could be a better way of relating with the UN staff. "Whenever you are around, the stress level among the staff shoots up." She responded that she always had that effect on people wherever she was – whether in her previous posts or even in her family.

"But that is how I am, and it has to do with my passion for work. I'm just passionate."

Fine. It's just unfortunate that she seems to have mistook treating people as virtual slaves 'to get the job done' as 'passion.'

It also gives her the authority to dictate what is wrong and what is right, regardless of what others say or think. You cannot argue your point. Nileema is known to crash in on a workshop underway, whether it's a government or civil society function, undermine the proceedings and declare that "everything is wrong." She then proceeds to declare what is right. What is right is not based on merit but on brandished authority.

An example indicative of this abrasive unilateralism was when she was asking me about a human rights-related meeting that was not proceeding according to how she wanted.

"Are you sabotaging the RC office?" she exclaimed.

Sabotaging?! I was so incredulous and offended I almost replied: "With the way you are running this office, I don't even need to." But I checked myself, realizing that would've entailed stooping to the level of coarseness I was objecting to. I simply expressed my incredulity. "Of course not. Why would I do such a thing?"

One of Nileema's oft-repeated justifications for her behavior is that she is just hammering people to work better. "Not good enough!" is a common outburst. The question is: does it work? The exodus of her staff is hardly an indication that things are going in the right direction. Frayed nerves of those who remain can never produce quality work. Nileema does not believe in positively motivating people; she promotes a culture of submissiveness and subjugation. In the process, she continues to lose the cooperation and respect not only of her staff but partners as well from donors, government offices, and civil society.

A sympathetic colleague tried to assuage my distress by saying that Nileema is an exception, rather than the rule, in the UN. She is just a fluke and therefore I should not be disillusioned with the entire system. But this aberration has the potential to wreak havoc on the whole. Allowing this to continue, apart from driving people out and restricting the creative freedom of workers, holds the greater danger of perpetuating a vicious cycle. It creates a system that cultivates a handful of clones that unquestioningly do their boss' bidding and replicate her behavior toward their respective colleagues and subordinates, while leaving a throng of embattled, embittered soldier ants. It breeds "transfer of oppression;" or the so-called "kick the dog" syndrome. I saw it happening already, and the repercussions are frightening.

What is ironic in all this is that other UN agencies and parallel international organizations have already evolved far more egalitarian systems of work. The present UNRC, assigned with the momentous role of leading the UN system's sweeping reform agenda under the "Delivering as One" banner, remains stuck in a patently feudal mindset and form of rule. This may perhaps explain the major reluctance of officials and staff during the Delivering as One briefings, which provides for "one leader" among others. This would've been easier to swallow if that "one leader" respects "all persons equally, without any distinction whatsoever…and fosters a climate and a working environment sensitive to the needs of all." Regrettably, the current UN leader in the Philippines considers the organization as her own private fiefdom.

I realize that the foregoing could very likely jeopardize any possible UN career for me in the future. For all it's worth, right now I am still presumably "in good standing" and can continue searching other options within the system, so long as "I keep my peace." I'm better off being mum about it, however I can never feel fine with myself knowing that such abomination continues to exist and I simply let it pass.

It is incumbent for those who are still within the UN, especially those who relate with Nileema directly, to do something about the regressive state of affairs she is perpetuating. The country's development is at stake, and so is the UN's potential to affect its course. The country and the UN cannot condone yet another tyrant, for that would breed more of her kind. As Lord Achton once famously declared: "Power corrupts. Absolute power corrupts absolutely."

In many of our meetings, Nileema often declared that she "does not know anything about human rights." Does one really need to overstate the obvious?

I rest my case.

Robert Francis Garcia
Former Coordination Specialist
UN Resident Coordinator's Office

The first time I sat down on a meeting with Nileema, she was thirty-minutes late. But for people who are always on call, like her, it is something tolerable. This is not the first time I met her but this is the first time I get to analyze her personality. The moment she entered the room, she was already talking fast, saying introductions and explanations on what the meeting is for and what should be expected at the end, it gives me an image of a person who is spontanious and a "leader." If I am not mistaken, I even thought to myself that time that I would want myself to be like that in the future. Commanding power by way of speech, aggressive and with a lot of presence.

The second time was pretty intense, a little pressured at the time, the meeting was done to review our performances and at the same time get to know her, vice versa, since she was still relatively new at that time. This time, my possitive analyzation of her personality is quickly turning backwards, her agressivenes is not that of a leader anymore but that of a know-it-all and what-I'm-saying-is-right. Many instances that in a middle of someone's sentence, she will cut in and say something else. And from then on, many, as in many people around the office are complaining about her, even her own RC office.

I guess first impressions are not really the right and truthful impressions.

General opinion: If you can find these scenarios within the UN, an agency that advocates for the betterment of this world in almost all aspects of life, independent from the government, then what do we expect from the community it is serving? Little things like the picking up of the pen is what this Global UN system is all about. Talk about equality, human rights, empowement, how can one be empowered in a controlled and generally you-can't-argue environment?

It's not Noble afterall.

Photos: UNDP Philippines and Department of foreign Affairs.

Search Toppers: Nileema Noble United Nations Development Programme Resident Coordination Coordinator UNRC UNDP UN Manila Philippines.

Boracay Pictionary

Posted by: Angelicum on Sunday, July 22, 2007
Some cool photos worth sharing. The story started here on my terrorist-inspired sideburns and trailer-truck stage-sized forehead.

After an excruciating process (you know it's excruciating when you finally realized you have used all means of transportation) from Manila to Kalibo, we were still able to smile and express our natural cam-whore selves. It's not necessarily summer but the sun seem to shine wild on our way...

..until droplets started pouring. After unpacking our things at the hotel, we quickly had lunch and eventually ran to the beach. In these pictures, you can see the monsoon or typhoon coming towards us, what a great timing! Nooot! Hahhaa!

However, not a typhoon can eradicate the fact that Boracay remains to be serene, relaxing and practically flawless. Here again, presenting you the typhoon and the beauty of natural motion.

The girls broke an entry to our room via the patio, they took some nasty photos of us sleeping. Many people say that you'll know the real person by the way they sleep. If that's true, then Jay is easy-go-lucky, Nick is perfect, and I'm a pig.

We did some snorkeling and island hopping, or perhaps 'island hop' cause there were far too strong waves that we weren't allowed to visit the other islands. On the picture you'll see we did fly-fish, buko (coconut) drinking, and Jetski (not!).

And to wrap up this entry, let's not forget about the raining night when we were left to do time-consuming non-sense. Presenting, the late leader of Abu Sayaf (part of the international network of Bin Laden's Al-Queada), Abu Sabaya(g).

Seen here wearing Chanel Bangaw Shades, and Haute Couture Scarf by Marc Jacobs Spring/Summer 2007 Collection. Hahahaha!!!

When It Rains, It Pours

Posted by: Angelicum on Tuesday, July 17, 2007
Literally! We were in Boracay for only 2 nights, but our total photo count while there is 2,100. I can't believe it, considering that our stay is full of body-pinching aches of sands slapping our skin due to high-velocity wind, the upcoming typhoon and lots of rain.

Rain on the beach isn't bad after all, playing cards for truth or dare consequences seem to be more fun than going to Cocomangas for a night party. Cocomangas is our original plan, but on our way there, the rain poured and we went back to our hostel. But before, we had to buy drinks and snacks, plus playing cards.

Here I give you some of the crazy punishments for card game losers.

Nick ate this roll of scotch tape.

Candy had this 5-season drink mixed by Nick. It's made of coke, wine, water, lays, and toothpaste.

Nick consumed this wine in 3 shots. Actually, the first dare is for me to have the same one in one shot, was able to do it, first time ever, but unfortunately, no pictures! Hahahhaha!!

Nick is so skinny I am jealous. That's why I gave him the dare of drinking this Coke until it reaches the line.

The difference of toe-sucking.... (singular)

...and sucking of toes (plural) hahaha!!!!

The difference of plain body licking...

...and full-length S&M role playing

Smooch kisses are for friends, and we're friends anyway.

...but some are just more disgusting than the first ones. Hahahhaha!!

Arnjurlicurm Furnarndurz Order

Posted by: Angelicum on Sunday, July 15, 2007
I've known Nick for more or less 4 years now, and Jay for almost exactly a year. But they still can't pronounce my name!

Nick pronounced my name (should be Angelicum Fernandez-Oda) Arnjurlicurm Furnarndurz Order. But first, they tried to count from 1-10 in Filipino! Hahaha, cute!

This little clip was done at the airport back to Manila from Boracay, our flight was delayed for an hour and a half because of the typhoon and other things.

Super Havaianas

Posted by: Angelicum on Monday, July 02, 2007
The Flip-Flops Batman and Superman wears is coming to town. Personally, I'm not a fan of the Batman line, but if given a choice, i'd go for the golden metallic.

But I sure love this, look at the amazing details.

I just ordered two pairs of the Superman via Bare Foottess.